Saturday, February 25, 2017

Aspergillus and Cancer

http://www.aspergillus.org.uk/content/chronic-aspergillus-sinusitis " 6-12% of the patients, Aspergillus spp. being the leading cause"

Dr.T.Colin Campbel. In 'China study' he talks about fungus too:Aspergillus flavus & aflatoxine causin livercancer.

Attention and Healing

Something about attention when I hang out with the dogs and cats ... but I didn't catch what the guides were saying was important about it.

Burp walked!

Today Burp walked on his front legs for the first time in the 3 months I've had him!! I held his hind legs up with a waist cloth, but I never thought this day would come! He walked 10-15 tentative steps to his fav spot from outside to the inside,:scared of falling but amazed himself.

He's been turning himself over for 2 months though a fortnight ago developed a persistent lower bowel and perineum inflammation that hasn't let up and a little blood in his stool this morning.

But he's been sitting up straighter and higher, developing some upper back strength so I thought why not give it a try.

He began with baby steps since his upper body hasn't carried his weight in months but very quickly chose the direction he wanted to go and with a nudge he even took a small slope in his stride!

To think I almost euthanized him in my terror of gangrenes past! My guides were wise to distract me from my panic and heavy heart with looking for a vet to do the deed, so I relaxed and did my best to heal him once I had the worst case scenario taken care of.

His hindlegs still hung uselessly though he moves them when lying down. He needs his willpower to develop to relearn how to direct them again - it's all wild and chaotic movement.

Diabetes and New German Medicine

Ty to @Cattlechildren for explaining this:
Diabetes is a conflict of hardened resolve or pushing back. In nature it is a temporary strengthening of the muscles in order to stay defiant or push back against enemies (eg mating rituals).

Paralysis would be a feeling of being trapped. It stems from a feeling of being backed into a corner with no escape so the animal relies on its last resort - playing dead in a desperate hope it's predator will ignore old meat. Think playing possum. It's resolution would probably have to stem from allowing the animal to see it has choices. And taking away any reminders of the initial conflict.

Mating rituals? Maybe two males is what he means. But the rest seems like an accurate overall picture of the disease.

Old Karia died

Two weeks ago Karia of the pet food place died in SSR's home. RIP, babydoll.

The losses were so heavy that week, I could barely walk that day from grief. I think I've figured out how to function and move on though from trying something new. I gave my heart chakra Reiki and did prana breathing saying I'm letting go until I felt a feathery flutter about 8 inches away from my front heart chakra. It didn't feel better right away but the next day I was not finding it hard to function.

Monday, February 20, 2017

Cold energy should go up the spine

So what the guides said for Kenchu remains true for all the animals - cold energy is healing to the spine+body in the first half of the solar month.

Hot energy down the front during the second half.

How I do this is beyond me.


3 kittens missing, 1 dead last solar storm

3 kittens went missing out of 4, very mysteriously, from the lawyer's terrace (I could hear one in the distance until 3 days ago) & 2 out of 3 in his office died. His grief knows no bounds - I know because he rants and raves when his emotions are high.

But this last solar storm was extremely strong. Even I felt weak and fuzzy from it.

Some good news though! A little teen from Meow's set, two of three that went missing months ago found me again yesterday. At least, I think he's the same. Either way he's oat the distemper age so I hope he'll last.:) Maybe those three will find their way back too - the mother seems unconcerned.


Lil Foxy is dead

In a freak accident she got run over by the water tanker she was sleeping under at 3:30am. RIP, love. I'm going to miss your smiling eyes.


Kenchu's guide

Today I saw Kenchu's guide on the prana-breathing guide's lap for the first time!

At first I didn't recognise the animal, just that it was licking his face in a dog-like manner. Turns out it was a seal.

It makes sense. The seal said she was protecting Kenchu with the black skin and he needed cold energy to flow up the spine not hot. Sweetly apt when you think of the oily shiny black of the seal skin and the barking which is so dog-like!:)

They live on ice and I've been wrapping him up warm which must be wrong. I've been reading up on implosion and how cool/cold preserves and heals while warmth putrifies. I'll stop the swaddling.

She even had this enthusiastic yes that rotated her entire neck and head.

There was this white landscape that I assume was Siberia or some snowy, icy place that they showed me that I didn't completely get - heal the endocrinal issues using white light maybe?

That was all the message was from the healing guides regarding healing my acromegalous friend.

I told her to take care of the seals (images of seal babies clubbed and circus-sea world performing seals kept flashing in my mind, destroying my concentration) and she said she would.

More power to them!


Acromegaly in breeding Great Danes

There's a fine cruelty in breeding acromegaly in Great Danes, isn't there? Everyone knows they die in 6 years often horribly.

I wouldn't be surprised if even this was practiced on humans first, like slavery is now animal bondage and cannibalism now carnistism.


The guided

Guides I realise don't repeat themselves. This is the most annoying part about them (as if it isn't bad enough to question whether this whole phenom is a phantom of the mind consuming itself, or an ego-superego thing or a parent voice inside ones own psyche:).

They'll flash an idea, complete in itself and then vanish.


Very sick rats

12/Feb A very sick rat has been chasing me all over for a healing. The problem is that  the kittens and pup have the same idea. So while I've got a dozen distractions to take care of first (I know, lousy maternal material), I'm tripping over all these weirdly desperate creatures during solar storms. I'm low in energy myself, with poor attention span, distracted and stressed, not a calm healer.

Anyway he began to convulse at my feet. I finally picked him up and did the prana breathing until he stabilized. At that point he began to push his way out of my hands (this happens with ars alb too - I don't know what it means) so I put him down on a cardboard sheet, swathed to keep him warm. He was dead in the morning.

I mention this because I haven't saved any rat lives to date with the prana, only eased the end in two. I'm not sure why. Either I'm only able to work up the courage to pick them up when they're at the very last stage (they're shy, fearful things and I'm afraid of their big incisors); or their diseases are fearful (this one had lost all the flesh below it's lower incisors - healing but slowly) - what could possibly have led to that? Acromegaly is all I can think of); or I take their lives lightly (I do prioritize dogs and cats over rats, birds and wild animals).

In the morning i saw another rat had died too in the garden. She had very thick pus oozing from her intestines. What in the world is happening??

This last solar storm has been terrible but there's one due the day after tomorrow. If rats living underground show so many solar radiation effects, how much worse for overground animals.


What Gunda suffered from

Finally I can have peace of mind. Gunda I think had acromegaly and diabetes from it. That's why he was so hard to cure and control.:(

Thyreoidinum, pitu-gl, Baryta carb, Carcinosin

Ergot derivatives in allopathy apparently. No wonder K, Kenchu and Gunda healed around the time I used Secale!! I thought I'd taken care of some kind of anemia - it must have been acromegaly.

The other remedy I didn't use enough of, sadly, that helped Gunda repeatedly (and he loved it and I should have but kept putting it off or forgetting) is Hydrocotyle. It's a remedy for thickened skin and leprosy. Leprosy must be a pituitary malfunction too.

My first question about the hardened sceps was right but off-center: is it the pineal gland or the pituitary that was blocked? It's the pituitary but I should have asked if it was over-functioning too (to compensate for the blocked, calcified pineal gland).

That's why they sound like they're children. Much of their chat is teenage and their values and reasons for attacking others is juvenile. I never would have seen this without the Zamora piece about acromegaly causing diabetes!

Sceps (esp the diabetic ones) laugh and poke fun at the most childish things: appearances (a woman with a large butt like K), inappropriately & out of sync (Maaji giggling gleefully when she's wrong about something), pointing out differences in wealth (Trump), education-shaming (the entire ttcot scep gang).

They're simply unable to tolerate variety and complexity like they're of much lower intellects than their education/social status should place them. The pituitary, which should give up control to the pineal, probably doesn't. This leaves no room for higher, wider thinking.


I don't know how many times I've heard them talk down ppl who've dedicated their lives to a task like charity, like Mother Teresa, incapable of comprehending the light of love shining through every action every minute of every day.

Closer to home I have a few who have seen the work done day and night in the care of animals - yet still can call it "fake" or attention-seeking. How is it possible to be so blind, deaf and positively *dumb* on so many levels??

Their own paltry 'spontaneous' gofundme for the least deserving people to do the least important things, like take holidays, give them a teen glow and halo. There's one here who will 'take the family to Italy for a holiday' when they don't have enough to eat the rest of the year! It's amazing and touchingly amusing - like fumbling kids or puppies! I've seen men like this in real life - hateful at home to those deserving of respect but full of bon homie and generosity to the stranger. Recruiting they so is a show. Narcissism doesn't cover the multifaceted mystery!! It must be a pituitary foul-up of epic proportions to be in such large numbers.:)

What's more, I think it has to do with the sun. Some fungi related thing.