The Uran I have to look out for in two weeks but Vanadium has warmed up the paralysed legs and feet. He's burping and very irritable so I suspect a headache (dyspepsic). Eating has also made Burping oldie annoyed. I was reading that overeating leads to diabetic coma! Must remember to avoid doing it lovingly or on a day I have a lot!
Tuesday, January 17, 2017
(I've kept this unfinished for too long, I'll post and complete it later)
Long road to ahimsa:
More than me, which is difficult to believe, my ahimsa guides have a violent dislike of himsa or violence to the living organism.
I've gone from violent intervention (surgery) to being unable to give a subcutaneous injection all the way to refusing to cut an animal's nail or hiding a pill in food in developing a revulsion of violating and disrespecting life.
I suspect these guides had something to do with that transition. It also makes life very hard for me - can't ignore an ant floating in water or a suffering cockroach and really, really can't be useful.:)
But I don't have nightmares and my vegan diet allows me to look cows in the eye without shame.
But this means that I can only search for healing ways outside of the usual routes. It confirms for me that this is the right way, what the guides say, to find a Bechamp or an Enderlein coming to the same conclusions.
Bechamp and Enderlein have reached for fungi (just like my guides) through the long route of many pricked fingers and dark field microscopy.:) The Alkaline movement has done the same with Chaga tea and fermented foods. Ayurveda reached the same with a different approach of body typing.
Enderlein inherits Bechamp's legacy and seems to be the natural heir of the theory because he's taken it one step further. He created fungal remedies.
"He found that when the tiniest, mobile living forms of bacteria exchanged genetic material with higher developmental organisms, the highly developed organisms became suddenly invisible, having been broken down to their primitive, avirulent forms.
"Using this knowledge, he developed homeopathic and isopathic remedies from fungal cultures. When these living remedies contact virulent microbial masses, the masses are induced to return to their avirulent form, and then leave the body through the natural organs of elimination." (1)
These avirulent forms, microzyma or protits, are of vegetable protein originating in fungi. The three fungal forms of Mucor, Penicillium and Aspergillus.
'Enderlein devoted his whole life and all of his scientific work to proving this thesis and to developing the homeopathic and isopathic remedies that rose from it."(1)
There's so little literature available about the next step of making and delivering these three to the body that I'm kinda stuck. He injects whatever it is. I want to feed it to them.
"He stated that small harmless and benificious herbal particles were present in every animal or plant and may transform into larger and pathogen bacteries or fungi under certain circumstances" (1)
Mechanism of action
He's weird here because he talks of mummies being made entirely of protits! How? Why not every dead body?
"He was mainly interested in two cyclodes: the cyclode leading to fungus mucor racemosus and the cyclode leading to fungus aspergillus niger.
"The mucor racemosus cyclode leads to diseases concerning the blood, spine and rheumatism. In these cases a marcant filit-net should always be present. An injection of harmless symbionts may help here, as they are able to destroy larger valent microorganisms."
Hmm, what does he mean? How can I get some?
The aspergillus niger cyclode leads to diseases of lung, tuberculosis and cancer. In this case, an injection of symbionts may be helpful."
So both can be helped but how does he work it out? "Basically condritins", he says - wonder what he means by that.
" We give them a vehicle for life, they give us blood forms like platelets, without which we couldn't exist (platelets are formed from the Protits, not in the bone marrow as taught by modern science). The endobiont appears in all mammalian species and has shown evidence through some of its developmental forms to be of a plant nature. Our symbiotic union with them evidently occurred millions of years ago as our species grew into existence. Without some blood clotting mechanism in place, mammals could never have evolved.
When the host is in health, Protits live in symbiotic relationship with the tissue cells, and maintain the health of and regenerate all organs, we live together and help each other. They are the smallest unit of life, not the cell.
They are physical life per se.
In the blood and tissue of humans and animals, there live microbes (Protits) which are normally harmless and which maintain diverse regulatory mechanisms. According to Prof. Enderlein, these 'Endobionts' are usually nonpathogenic phases of the mold fungus Mucor racemosus Fresen, Aspergillus niger van Tieghem or Penicillium notatum. One does not see these fungal forms in the blood of a living being, these are just what they look like when cultured in a laboratory or what the Protits devolve to in a corpse. The mummies in Egypt are composed totally of Protits. Put the dust from these mummies in water and there they are, under the microscope, turning, moving, the Protits." (2)
" The microorganisms get more dangerous as one goes from the strongly alkaline high of the pH-value towards the ever decreasing pH-value of the acid side.
This happens in the following manner. AS THE INTERNAL MILIEU BECOMES MORE ACID, the Protits first begin to join into threads (tails or Filum) that sprout globules, primitive granules (heads)." (2)
" "In the new formation of filum and head, atomic-physical and quantum-biological factors play a decisive role. This is visible from the sudden occurrences by the leap of these new formations. The formational processes of a filum with a head resulting in what is called the CHONDRIT, occurs within the smallest fraction of a second, which is therefore not observable by the eye looking through the microscope; the new developmental forms are suddenly there." (2)
" This is called the CHONDRIT (see below), a filum with a symprotit head. You have sperm, or do you? The similitude among sexual processes in Nature is pervasive and awesome. The snake that ate itself. In fact sometimes these threads or fila begin to move like a flagella and you have what is called SPERMIT. This is pleomorphism and acid base is the key." (2)
" The Chondrit Phase begins with the above enlargement of the Symprotits and of their Fila. The Symprotits and their tails join end to end giving the Chondrit forms a beaded appearance. This gives them a lively mobility as they have an even denser arrangement of tiny symprotits along the length of the fila.
"The primitive stage CHONDRIT can be seen most frequently constantly changing between FILUM and PRIMITIVE GRANULE (Symprotit). Depending on the size of this tiny primitive granule (between 0.02 µm and 1µm), very diverse valences or degrees of pathogenicity may occur at this stage.""
" "Sperms", doing what they do and breaking down higher and more dangerous forms of its conglomerated self, back into itself. The snake eating its tail for sure. This is Isopathic medicine." (2)
" Animal protein fattens the Protit. As soon as the balance in the blood serum between mineral salts (bases, alkali) and acids has become disturbed toward the acidic side through long-continued, antibiological nutrition, the above things start sticking together. The endobiont literally feeds off animal protein and gets bigger."
"The endobiont is the ROBBER OF PROTEIN. The only non-plant protein that can be taken in larger amounts, is the protein of the milk, and that in its acid form, such as cottage cheese and other forms of cheese. Farmers Cheese is the best available in supermarkets. These lactic proteins have developed a special accomplishment in the course of endless time, namely the capacity for producing a specific protein synthesis, which does not give the endobiont an opportunity to feed on."
The normal healthy Protit is made up of vegetable protein!
"The hydrogen-ion concentration (pH) of the blood gets shifted through the Endobiont, whereby it must be especially emphasized that the Endobiont expressly devours protein. It is understandable that these facts create ever enlarging conditions of the endlessly ongoing development of the Endobiont.""(2)
"An interesting point here is that one can never force an advancement by increasing the acidity of the culture medium. This won't, in and of itself, cause the Protits to stick together and acquire tails and form spheres with nuclei on their edges that finally turn into bacterial and then fungal forms.
"On the other hand, if one alkalinizes a culture medium already containing fully developed bacterial or fungal forms by adding a little bacterial material or parts of fungal mycelia to a hanging drop of 5% sodium carbonate, which is a strongly alkaline medium with a high pH value, one can immediately observe the formation of the primitive stages, namely in the CHONDRIT STAGE."
So higher forms are readily 'decomposed' back into the Chondrit Stage, by making them alkaline." (2)
The acid forms that speed up this RBC breakdown are citric acid and lactic acid fermentation.
Here is a good write up on alkalizing which says it should be taken at 10 am & 4 pm. She send to recommend soda bicarb or potassium bicarb direct. http://biomedicine.com/articles/2016/08/02/the-art-of-alkalizing
"When the Pineal gland gets calcified, it would probably make people more set in their ways. It could also reduce cravings for proper antidotes to fix metabolism issues. It is a sensor and signaler of what is happening within the body, converting proper electrical signals to chemical signals to stimulate other functions." (1)
The best example of this I can think of is the dog who knows he's doing wrong but every attempt by him to correct himself leads to him being more of the same thing - more wrong just more vigorously.
Sceps are the same. Any attempt to self-correct and the life force hits the block harder and accentuates the evil they do making them go at it MORE not less. They're hopeless.:)
Two on twitter talked of pineal gland cleansing with iodine, which seems possible because if chloride and fluoride in water calcifies it, iodine should replace them as a heavier halogen.
Only one says it can't be decalcified but only slowed. I'm not sure about this because all yoga and new age depend on it being possible!:) But G. & other narc survivors believe it to be impossible, and I've seen how resistant it is to change in Gunda, x, family and have to accept that it might be impossible.
Pineal and Thymus hormones are similar
This next article is about an overlap in signalling. I just liked how it sounded (2) and wanted to save the article.
There's a similarity in how they both atrophy with age. Especially in sceps.
2. Aging - pineal and thymus
@readyornotfory2 #Food2Avoid for #MentalHealth Spicy Rajas like garlic & onion are #Brain Synchronization Destroyers
Other lym organ.
(Some scep healing ideas in the net I started 6 months ago but didn't complete because poor the rash of blocks that killed communication - their blocks.:)
Only Sceps with cancer should probably try this. I was looking for pleomorphism on Twitter. This interesting sales site came up.
The problem is giving up all cooked food, alcohol, tea, coffee! haha, sceps would rather die.:)
There are a few
how to keep from cancer:
Make sure the blood pH stays in the narrow 7.3 pH margin by testing your saliva and urine pH regularly
￼ Make sure you get enough vitamins and minerals (non synthetic)
￼ Detox and Cleanse
￼ Eat mostly raw, organic fruit and vegetables (thoroughly washed)
￼ Get more oxygen (exercise and deep breathing)
Acid forming foods are:
Alcohol, Coffee, Tea, all Soft drinks, pasturized milk
All grains, flours, cornstarch, pasta
Cooked eggs, cooked meats and cooked fish
All Artificial Sweeteners
What do all these foods have in common: They are all refined or processed (cooked) foods or can't be eaten raw!
A short summary:
￼ If the body can't get rid of the acids, it stores them
￼ Tissue spaces go acidic over time
￼ Blood compensates and will go alkaline
￼ Potassium and Magnesium are lost and excreted
￼ Sodium is retained
￼ Calcium goes into blood
A natural, fully raw diet consisting mostly of raw, organic fruits and vegetables
￼ A thorough detox and cleansing including pure, filtered water
￼ A powerful multi-vitamin, multi-mineral supplement.
Never take synthetic vitamins or minerals.
￼ Use of energy medicine to kill the critters such as Rife, Hulda Clark or the Bob Beck protocol
￼ Use of energy medicine to improve the condition in your body
￼ Soda bicarb of Simonicci protocol
The is dog that I prana-breathed back to health in Vngr has been gone 2 days now. He ate the day before that greedily so he was not worse. Maybe an accident though no one seems to remember it happening to poor 16 yr old Jimmy (I found out that was his name).
Old lady said he could be upstairs in one if the houses but I think she was just trying to make me feel better.
So homeopathy without prana means they return to the dame state in 4-6 months. I'd five him medicated food but didn't spend time with him like I should have. RIP, Jimmy.
Prana is essential then.
Saturday, January 14, 2017
I'm such a goose. Maybe if I could poke a hole I might have figured out this diabetic thing earlier. But the guides say no - I guess I was too busy ignoring humans.
The other thing that has me laughing is the guides saying I can heal all the street dogs of my city. That's a lot of dogs, close to a lakh, and I've tried to work it out before, it seems impossible even with a large group, a protocol and all the finances. Let's see! Will, way!:)
The two diseases I've been most contemptuous of, and afraid of, and consistently ignored as much as possible, have been diabetes and cancer.
Both are related (cancer=tb+diabetes) and diabetes especially I've felt was completely faked (I'd ask people,"what do you mean by 'sugar problem'? Everything has sugar!":).
I've been afraid of their energy stealing ways - they're black holes of endless acquisition, these begging, pleading, demanding, violating, grabbing, sucking swamps of neediness.
Most of my disdain for diabetics stemmed from their emotional histrionics, the inconsistent eating and gluttony, their laziness and claims of fatigue as soon as work is mentioned, their cunning and bossy manipulation from mental laziness, stubbornness, so many many things! They're the cynics, the sceptics, realists and will squash you just for kicks.
So this is karma. All my beloved animals' suffering being diabetic! That I have to figure out how to heal them in their various stages in it. I should have suspected it long ago seeing how common it was in humans.
Insulin might have been possible for a few but the guides say it holds back healing and prevents it.
How I wish it was unique to humans! But no, I have to learn yet again clashing with sceps, emos and their ilk how this is healed in my animals.
I'm so blank about diabetes. Mostly because of all the contradictory stuff out there. For example, I don't know what they should eat even - fats and greens or proteins and carbs.:)
Friday, January 13, 2017
Again the guides are going with Uran 3 but say it won't help the old guy but to give it anyway. Let's see. I wonder what I'm missing. They say not to start or give any allopathic insulin but oked homeopathic insulin 3x today.
The wet gangrene has almost completely healed on one side (which I thought was impossible). He's itching and losing fur on the other hind leg so maybe it will set in there next? I'm scared.
I'm always astonished at how quickly any study becomes complex. This began We master it when we can simplify it again to a useful level.
It's not just that plant remedies follow the moon and the minerals follow the sun cycle. The interaction of the two might be complex as well.:(
So a plant or animal remedy during full moon which happens during a solar storm might be supplemented by a mineral remedy that enhances it's effect. Wow, that's beyond my skill level I think.
I'll stick to the simpler version of this and that as if the sun is the only effect during a solar storm (and only focus on solar wind speed for now!:), and the moon only when there is no solar effect.
One of the truths of healing is that you can only heal by giving. It took me a long time to understand why.
I've seen very sick animals give away their food, nourishment that they desperately need, to bigger and stronger animals and it would make me despair. No matter how much food I'd save for the sick ones they'd share it out. Dogs and cats especially make a big production of it, it's almost ceremonial and they look sheepish when I break it up rudely and impatiently.
But I myself healed with giving. People would mock and get annoyed when I'd drag myself it of bed and go to feed street dogs, but it healed me like nothing else. Nothing seemed more important to me at that time either than making sure a few animals were fed before I ate, before I forgot from a full stomach what hunger felt like.
This giving seems to clear the heart chakra and get energy flowing like nothing else does. The great chakra is the fulcrum balancing the three upper and three lower chakras. It might even connect the two brains - the solar plexus and the forehead through it's nerve impulses. Something produced by the thymus is a match to the pineal gland though I cammy recall what (I've posted it before).
Perhaps this is what diabetics and sceps miss which is why they're sicker than normal people. I've seen sceps never share either knowledge or approval. Diabetics are emotional and prone to misunderstandings. Everything has to flow to them and go no further. That only makes the flow of energy stop. If they give away amd share, say a half if what they earn or eat or think they'd feel and heal better.:)
Wednesday, January 11, 2017
The lactic acid seems to deposit in the lower half of the body. During solar winds upto 600-700 kmps when the liver is struggling it's good to give this remedy at 30.
Starting at the hip joints, you work down to the knee and toes until the paws glow warm energy (chakras there opening up maybe?).
Then the pancreatic region around the back, followed by the solar plexus in the front.
These areas seem worst affected.
I like two lists on diabetes: one by ojas and the other by Bashir. (Bashir's list I found in Feb thanks to a scep as usual throwing a hissy fit over it.:)
I haven't been able to get any real diabetic to try either despite all pressure because they're sick of meds, stubborn and stressed. But animals draw all these remedies at 3x,9 all at the same time not as per protocol, and I've given it a few days a month for 3 months. They improved appreciably but were not cured. By that time I was into solar remedies and did not follow up, not realising diabetes was connected to the sun.
The ojas list I saw a couple of weeks ago and was very excited to find Uran on it! I'm going to compare how both view diabetes from their protocols for fun and learning.:)
Bashir's protocol for diabetes:
TDS, each for a week, first Q (tincture) then 3x, 6x.
(1) Acidum Phosphoricum Q (2) Gymnema sylvestra Q (3) Magnesia sulphurica Q (4) Sanicula Q (5) Murex purpurea Q (6) Acidum Picricum Q (7) Calcarea Phosphorica Q (8) Syzygium Jambos Q (9) Argentum metallicum Q (10) Arsenicum Bromatum Q (11) Iodium Q - (12)
Once monthly: Nat mur, thuja, syphilinum, bacillinum
Diabetea ojas -
Curare - Insulinum - Uranium Nitricum - Phosphoricum Acidum - Lacticum Acidum - Natrium Muriaticum - Chionanthus Virginica - Ferrum Iodatum - Grindelia robusta
The lobes of the brain draw Rhus to heal nerves all the way to the feet. But that effect in releasing paralysis faded a few days later and other complications took my attention away (gangrene, ulcers). Not sure when I'll get back to it.
Found a vet but he doesn't euthanize. I'm in no rush since he's eating well and drinking and it could be a Uran aggravation (most likely since it was almost 12 days after the 3x dose ... but recovery is very slow.)
Monday, January 9, 2017
My guides have just said that this old guy should be euthanized.:(
I can see a new gangrenous patch on the other side, healing fast, but the guides say I don't know enough to heal him completely. I only need to find a kind vet who'll come home and euthanize him.
He's been with me for a month and there's a very slow but sure decline, even though he's eating well he's not gaining weight, his stools are varied and not regular, but more damning is the gangrene/ulcers that heal only to reopen on a different side.
Maybe like the guides say, there's too much organ destruction to rebuild. Maybe this is why they didn't want me to write about him all along - it was all too little, too late from the get-go. I was only beginning to understand the solar-diabetes connection. I still don't get the blood circulation-sun, digestion-sun and the lymph (probably moon) connection.
I've asked if insulin injections will help or maybe even chopping of the gangrenous portions but it's from the hip joint down on one side and the knee on the other. What life is left for the poor creature after all of that is gone?
Every solar storm makes him weaker. It's inexorable.
This time, because of the lack of movement, his age and gangreneI have to admit I can't see *how* he'll heal back to where he'll have a life again!:( There should be something to save and he is bright and cheerful a few days but the lack of movement had been too much and for too long.
It goes against everything I believe to give up on life by projecting the future, but how can I save an immobile dog from gangrene? I'm despairing.
The Bryonia 3 has brought back some movement but it will fade like the last time. The spine is sclerosed with little synovial fluid. My guides are right in that I'm only slowing but not reversing the disease.
I'm not strong enough in healing or chi to do what needs to be done. And the solar shenanigans aren't helping. The winds are buffeting the planet and even the healthy ones are just surviving it.
Today for the first time he's sleeping on his side, rubbing his face into my hand, being affectionate. Tomorrow I'll probably have to ask around for a vet to end his life. Give me strength. Or give me hope.:(
They've given me two months to find a vet.
Breathing connects the ajna to the solar plexus, the male and female, the sun and moon.
The solar plexus is the male energy and the sun is related to it's power. The heart is the inflection point - if you can love wholeheartedly you'll probably never get sick. By inflection point, I mean that the over-development of this male energy blocks its flow to the heart chakra and turns out back around to sexual gratification and reconnects to the earth by amassing wealth and influence. It never reaches the heart.
The heart and thymus has a similar secretion profile as the pineal gland. (red)
We should worship the moon. (At least men should worship the moon and women the sun so we can live free of each other!:)
My feeling is that low potency of *plant remedies* is of the new moon and high of the full moon. Potency may entirely be is moon related, not sure about that.
The elements and minerals however are strongly linked to the solar cycle though I've seen no preference for potency among them. Most are drawn in very low potencies (3, 6, 12,:30) in the nutritive range.
I feel like a glorified secretary to the guides sometimes.
Ok, gas gangrene or the wet form is a lung insufficiency and a circulation problem. The lungs don't exchange prana oxygen etc right so nitrogen is depositing at the extremes of the capillaries and so widespread destruction. The ammoniacal smell is from that.
This unprana'd blood is destructive to heart tissue. That's what kills the dogs esp after accidents and injury.
The nitrogen cycle should be of the kidneys? They're saying liver. (Let's check on the net.;)
The area to heal is (with ammonia mur) from below the shoulder blades to the middle of the rib cage. This is because the spine is hungry for prana and blood is made in it (the bone & nerves?). Anyway that's what they're saying.
I'm wiping the area down with Magnesium Sulph (Epsom) though I can't see how it will help, the guides are insisting. He's worse in that there are now flat pus rings all over his epigastric area though his affected leg has almost healed. No sign of maggots yet. But I don't know HOW he can get better!:(
But unlike the dogs I've seen dying from this kind of gangrene, he's as quiet and still and at peace as Sakare, Rocky's old friend who died of the same. It wasn't the deep tissue gangrene following a broken spine that killed him - it was a heart attack. So the guides are probably right that the gas in the blood is destructive of heart tissues at the end. How can it be healed? Through healing the spine? the digestive system? Kidneys?
Wednesday, January 4, 2017
I'm not suited to healing. My nature is to fight to save life with great vigour and energy. This healing with energy feels so passive that my mind falls into despair and torpor. I've slept 6 hours straight two days in a row, twice a day.
Esp when the guides give no hope. I can't bear to heal when I know it's hopeless yet I can't ignore the suffering.
Maybe this is graduation. In the past, I'd yo-yo from great heights of hope to great depths of devastation when the animal I'm trying to save, dies. This, the guides telling me in advance of the hopelessness, is quite recent and I'm not sure it's a good thing because I'm not handling it very well. A lot of dogs are going unfed. But I'm not emotionally exhausted either. I think.
There's little to do. I'm washing the current leg with Epsom salt and warm water. The old dog licks it vigorously. I give him water and meds (mataji's gunpowder cm and drawing that they swear by) and laying of hands & prana when I can bear it.
The fur doesn't dry well so can't even do too much of that. He doesn't want a hot water bottle near his body so that's out.
Just waiting for death is awful.
I have to try something, the guides say feed herbs, but how? in milk? I've just boiled some and I'm going to try some now. They want me to give the mucilaginous basella. Let's see.
Yes, he's having the curdled milk with the boiled tips of basella and other herbs and oil. Perhaps I should stop the meat entirely and give this twice a day instead. The guides think these greens will heal him. (More even than prana and Reiki and homeopathy. At least in combo.:)